Lovely heart, you know so much
adventures made me lost a part
two hearts remain, I lost them too…
it’s time to press restart
Awesome brain you fixed a lot
of puzzles, boss fights, killing shots
those colossi we killed them too
such lovely twisted plots
When I’m tired adventuring
this world of ours, this charming space
I press game start and jump straight in
with pixilated grace
Last night I saw the nightsky burn
with beauty so bright, so silent
It was sex in the sky with Venus and Moon
and I watched and absorbed the moment
A chase between two cosmic girls
and love that they have for loving
and perhaps it’s the same, between me and you
for the thought without you is troubling.

A tulip swaying
dancing with summer dew drops
wind as her music
You are the silence that weaves music
the stillness that brings movement
you are grace personified
You are the night sky that I’ve been trying
with my words to paint and capture
yet no brush can even paint
your shades
your hues
your colors
your blues
and my heart
and my love
well
they tremble for you
And I know it in my soul
you are the art I’ve been looking for
and this lifetime will come to pass
mastering you
Life is all about
Searching, dreaming, getting lost
All for adventure
smoke flowers cigarette man
i heard her say to me
light up and smoke flowers oh dreamer
its the season to smoke flowers you see
smoke flowers smoke flowers smoke flowers
smoke flowers oh wonderful mind
smoke flowers until you reach the stars
smoke flowers until you find…
the dreams you sought of chandeliers
of space princesses and galaxies
of slivers and mirrors and crystal lakes
of minstrels and mysteries
smoke flowers oh cigarette man
smoke flowers and fly with me
towards the skies with aeroplanes
towards your love for me
smoke flowers smoke flowers smoke flowers
smoke flowers oh wonderful mind
smoke flowers to quench your wandering lust
smoke flowers until you find…
the matchstick to light your shadows
the lemon to bite your tea
the honey to add a bit of spice
what are your thoughts of me?
smoke flowers oh love
smoke flowers she whispered
smoke flowers and stay with me
smoke flowers and bite my lips and tongue
smoke flowers and let them see
smoke flowers then suck the blood that trickled
smoke flowers then lick my wounds
smoke flowers then add some more of hurting
smoke flowers then make it good
smoke flowers oh love
smoke flowers…
smoke flowers then stay with me.
When I was young grownups would always tell me that I’m meant to be king,
of course when you were a kid you’d literally think they know everything,
but now I’m older,
I realize the world is colder than warm,
the curse they passed on their words
brought me nothing but losses and harm
I aimed higher, i brought them everything a good son could give
I toiled, studied, and followed orders like its my last day to live
now its a shame
look what I turned and became, a dreamer
the dude who wont settle down
wont be that king with a crown
he’s just a dreamer
its sad because i know what I lost
somewhere love got left behind between them bridges i crossed
Now I’m a spaceman soaring towards the sun
I’m letting go of my graviton velcro shoes
perhaps i need someone to hold me down
hold me down before I”m gone
Now I’m drifting off course blinded by the glare from the sun
the blinking lights on the panel means that my oxygen’s gone
now here I am
floating on space higher than anyone i know
my dreams propelled me up here
and now its killing me slowly
Being alone makes you realize how much on life you have missed
things you endured and ignored, things you crossed out of the list
those supernovas,
those kisses shared between you and her
the warmth that no star can give
will make your world spin and blur
but then again I’m really scared to try and wish it all back
for i know what i am which also means I know what i lack
i lack gravity
the moment i jump straight back to the sparks
i’ll simply drift off away
so i’m better off with the sharks
But it cant be helped i guess I’m really born to be what I am
born to be moving to be floating to be lost and be damned
I’m scared of love
the thought that I’d be falling back down
all this “falling in love” business
makes me want to move town
Perhaps one day my path will lead me floating straight back to earth
after I’m tired pursuing dreams and i hope to god it’ll be worth it
but love wont wait
There’s no love for those who traveled off far
I hope i’ll burn on my re-entry
as a bright falling star
See I’m a spaceman shooting straight to the sun
and I’m zipping and spinning out of control
perhaps i need someone to hold me down
hold me down before I’m gone again
Come and take my hand dear
I will take you away
up to the exosphere
for a night and day
I will show you our world
like you’ve never seen before
to where falling stars swirl
with the music you adore
come take my hand dear
I will take you to space
if its flying that you fear
then make that hold an embrace
It means breathing the breath that you exhale, while I choke you down to submission. It means counting each pulse your heart forces, as I whisper my intentions. It is to slowly hurt you with pleasure, by knowing where to bite, when to bite, how to bite, and force down moans instead of breathing, until you can breathe, no more.
a sleeping ocean
will never share the secret
of a starlit kiss
I keep my heart and mind in open
just in case something happens
we’ll never, never really know
we’ll never know where the wind would blow
I keep my eyes and lips tight shut
for i have learned to trust my gut
all these senses and mock pretenses
caused nothing but to build us fences
there’s more to life than what we want
there’s more to life than what we need
there’s something else like space and love
there’s something more than what we have
so try to keep an open heart
and try to keep an open mind
close your eyes, let darkness blind
until you see that all that binds us
is nothing but our love for dreaming
something that we all are losing…
Last night I wanted to die
under the bright night-sky
I bared my soul and waited for
the scythe of sweet goodbye
But like the flowing of time
Death’s touch is too sublime
to be abused for wonder’s sake
and so I was declined
This world is filled with poetry
swirling movements made of art
this world that boxes lazy dreams
deep inside our sleeping hearts
we’re meant to fly, yes you and me
but where to point? where to go?
which star to fly? which moon to land?
who to bring? with whom to grow?
questions…questions we failed to ask
our little selves when we were young
back then we knew the universe
its secrets written on our tongues
This world is filled with poetry
swirling movements made of art
let us unbox our lazy dreams
and wake the wonders in our hearts
Don’t ignore
the subtle touches
of my words
Each hushed thought
portrayed by letters
of this world
Brings more than
just comfort or love
they bring soul
Every word
every thought and rhyme
my heart stole
from the world
is filled with pieces
of the sun
For I am
made of stars and will
burn as one
But for now
don’t ignore my words
cherish them
While I’m still
shining and glowing
sleep with them
Sometimes I feel like you forget
there’s more to me than skin and bones
I own a mind: a galaxy
of spinning, burning, hues and tones
With this I swim the deepest sea
With this I probe the farthest space
With this I cross life’s line and then
experience death with sensual grace
My mind, these thoughts: my rocket ship
with mileage ticking each light year
traversing black holes, comet trails
exploring novae without fear
This mind it taught me how to fly
it taught me how to break the wall
so that the saddest song may glow
and lift all stars before they fall
There’s more to me than skin and bones
I own a mind of hues and tones